Wassim

“ You take the blue pill, the story ends, you wake up in your bed and believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland, and I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes .” –The Matrix Morpheus said it right. I was carrying on with my life in a mediocre way, and resetting the emotional counter every night. I was taking the blue pill every night before sleep. I thought I was a patient guy. My patience did not last more than a couple of years, until my health got damaged . The blue pill is where everything “should” be fine. Your family, your job, your health. That is at least what it looks like on the surface. The red pill is where you say “fuck this shit. I won’t accept this situation anymore”. blue pill red pill I have from time to time swollen the red pill. I’ve done it on my birthday last year, where I decided to stop believing in personal development . And start doing some real shit instead. It was not easy at all. It ...

It’s funny how sometimes you think you are making progress, and suddenly something unexpected happens and destroys the flow. I was steadily improving my life: I was having less and less breaks during Insanity Max 30 sessions, studying more for the WCNA exam , enjoying good health. Then yesterday a colleague of mine opened the window, and a wind current stroke me while I was sitting in the middle of it. Needless to say, I am sick since yesterday. So I missed yesterday’s and today’s session of Insanity Max 30, and very probably tomorrow, since my health is still deteriorated. And I could not be as productive as usual at work. Yeah, I could have gone to the doctor. But it helps neither me nor my job to go on a sick leave now. And I could have pushed further and did the workouts anyway. But I know from experience that it would deteriorate my condition even further, because then I would have not given my body the chance to recover completely. Life is like that: just when ...